Post by Roku on Nov 23, 2016 16:39:04 GMT -5
I know I am not banned anymore, but I can't help but feel like a little bit of an outsider even though I've been here since this version of the site opened. And to be honest I don't really want that. It's been a fairly long length of time now since this place as been active and I just want to say that any animosity we had a couple years ago is water under the bridge to me. We've had some good times and some bad times and I mostly remember the good times. But obviously it isn't just my opinion at play here, I want to know what you guys think. And not just the mods, but guys like Ash and Drake too.
Does my presence here hinder what you guys want to do with the site? I don't want to be that guy. I can walk away.
I consider you guys all friends on some level, and I have to admit I am excited that the BHOD is active again. But if I am gonna be here I want to start fresh. With a clean slate. And be included. And definitely not get the cold shoulder. I would rather just be told what you really think of me than have it come in passive aggressive waves. So please just be straight with me. If even one of you would like to never see the word "Roku" pop up on the people who are signed in thing, ever again, then I will make my peace and go.
I have grown a lot as a person since say December 2014. A lot of spiritual growth. I moved across the country by myself and have been living out here now for six months. I have been roleplaying a lot too. This site has allowed me to craft some great characters and they have grown on other sites too. So thank you guys for that, regardless of what you decide. Be honest. I am not wearing a target shirt and asking you to shoot me, but you can if you want. I am open to constructive criticism too.
Cheers guys.![:)](//storage.proboards.com/forum/images/smiley/smiley.png)
Does my presence here hinder what you guys want to do with the site? I don't want to be that guy. I can walk away.
I consider you guys all friends on some level, and I have to admit I am excited that the BHOD is active again. But if I am gonna be here I want to start fresh. With a clean slate. And be included. And definitely not get the cold shoulder. I would rather just be told what you really think of me than have it come in passive aggressive waves. So please just be straight with me. If even one of you would like to never see the word "Roku" pop up on the people who are signed in thing, ever again, then I will make my peace and go.
I have grown a lot as a person since say December 2014. A lot of spiritual growth. I moved across the country by myself and have been living out here now for six months. I have been roleplaying a lot too. This site has allowed me to craft some great characters and they have grown on other sites too. So thank you guys for that, regardless of what you decide. Be honest. I am not wearing a target shirt and asking you to shoot me, but you can if you want. I am open to constructive criticism too.
Cheers guys.
![:)](http://storage.proboards.com/forum/images/smiley/smiley.png)